Well yesterday was an interesting day. What was supposed to be a joyful day, turned into a disaster and second doubts about our relationship. Since the early morning, indecisiveness and lateness to doctor appointment (girlfriend woke up late), has me questioning the relationship. She believes that the honeymoon phase has ended and that we are now in a rut. My thoughts are that maybe we did rush things, and since we both have issues, maybe this isn’t the right time for relationship. It is now 1230, and have not text her nor has she text me. With all that I have on my plate (house closing and approval pending), maybe now is not the time for a relationship. Also, I don’t like how she does not really appreciate Max and his excitement and our relationship. Nothing is more important than Max and my relationship. He comes first above everyone else and we share a unique bond that my partner needs to understand.